The end is near if i don't figure something out. 304 lbs this morning, ugh. I believe it's about time to start taking this shit serious. i mean i hit the gym on a regular basis, but I don't follow any eating guidelines. I have tried but fail way too soon. Today has to be the day I kick it into high gear. I've started reading a book on meditation. Its called "Start Here Now" by Susan Piver. If I can get through the book it might help me take a bit more control of my life. Now, to catch up on everything... After 6 years of prepping my son for High School football, we decided to send him to a private school. 6 years of coaching with the feeder team for his public HS down the drain. Having to make that call to the HS freshman coach, who anticipated his arrival in the summer, was very hard to do. They called me first and asked if he was playing, and at that time we hadnt got the official acceptance letter from the pri...